Day 30 - Reflecting Back
Well,
Here we are,
A few days past Day 30 of the intentional masturbation intention I set out for myself. 30 days ago i challenged myself to meditate daily and aim for 4 intentional masturbation sessions a week between Nov and Dec 25.
First my stats:
Daily meditation: for about two weeks then hubby got sick, baby got sick, school ended and the holidays hit. So yea, that didn’t last long. That being said when I was meditating I was feeling more grounded and connected to the cosmic, as well as more at peace.
Masturbation: Averaged 3 times a week the first two weeks and once a week after that. Same as above, life got hectic and it is, of course, much more challenging to fit it in on the weekend and during the holidays when the kids are home 24/7. I had much more opportunity on the weekdays between work (and of course I work from home so that makes it even easier).
What did I get out of it?
The first week and a half I felt like I was manifesting like a mofo - calling in all kinds of cool new connections, clients and people. I felt very in tune with myself and absolutely 100 percent observed that intentional masturbation , for me, makes for way tastier orgasms and pleasure. The experience, overall, is way better when I slow down, tune in and pay attention.
I didn’t have any break through moments. And I didn’t managed to get a fully pussy/yoni massage in.But I was more in tune with my pussy, and totally built my libido over the month, though there were few opportunities to use it with so many sick people in the house. I noticed when she was upset and uptight, and though I haven’t worked with her to work through it, being aware, just noticing has made all the difference.
Conclusions:
Masturbating with intention makes for better Os and more pleasure
Masturbating regularly keeps my engine revved for play time with my partner
Making time is hard when the kids are home (we don’t have a very private set up) so I need to be intentional about scheduling time.
Connecting to my pussy and dialoging with her makes our relationship better - we are more able to communicate and work together towards mutual pleasure.
This is totally worth doing and maintaining as a personal practice.